Concupiscence - Issue # 36
A Reflective post, more of "The Other Men" and more
Content Warning: This post is meant for adult audiences only.
The latest issue of Concupiscence was a special edition, featuring my lengthiest non-erotic piece titled After a Good Date. Since Issue #35, a lot has happened on After a Good Date — including the launch of two new story series and an in-depth reflective post. If you've been a regular reader of Concupiscence, you're probably well-acquainted with all that has transpired. I won't belabor the point any further and will get straight to the heart of the matter!
The Other Men
The Other Man is about Usha, a 23-year-old young bride. The story starts on the first day of her marriage, with the first two chapters being about her first time with her husband, Anand. The story has parallels with Reeti to Rita and An Arranged Marriage. However, in this story I pull on a different thread about sex — how our insecurities manifest in our sex lives.
Anand, her husband, has never had sex without paying for it. His definition of sex, and his sexual behaviors are heavily dictated by the transactional nature of sex. It may not be obvious in the two chapters, but Anand is a “good” man, with serious flaws.
Usha, on the other hand, has a twisted sense of self-worth. In the course of her life, she has felt alienated at college for her rural origins, and she has felt insecure about her dark skin. Her fears of self, were only amplified when she was among last of the girls in his village to get married. With only porn to teach her about sex, and with nobody around her to talk about healthy sexual behavior, she has wrongly associated her self-worth with being fuckable.
When I started writing at After a Good Date, I didn’t just want to write about sex. I am not gifted enough to match the vividness of the visual aspects of sex with the infinite supply of porn out in the internet. Instead, I wanted to write about why people act the way to do, in different sexual scenarios.
The Other Men, will be not be a story about adultery. It won’t be a story about swinging. It won’t be a boiler-plate story of a woman seeking pleasures with other men, because her husband cannot stay hard enough to fuck her. Those are straight-lines. Yes, these things are real, and countless men and women have lived through it. However, I do not find these interesting fictional topics. Instead, The Other Men will be a emotional roller-coaster ride, with Usha discovering what it’s means to be worthy, for her to untwist the wrong associations in her mind.
The Other Men — 3 will be live on 22nd Dec, 2023. It has been available to my Patreon members (Tier S and above) since 18th Dec, 2023.
Body of Words
This story has been in works for a while. When I started with this, I was unsure if I should write about this at all. The Internet is a wonderful place and a cesspool at the same time. I met Yashna (vanilla4banana), about 3 months ago. Interviewing her for The Wild Indica was a breeze, and since then we have been in touch on and off.
I have to say, it has been difficult to be professional with her. The kinds of things she say, and the kind of free flowing sexual energy that comes with her are incredible. I have to admit, after u/Arora_chef, I have been wary of speaking too much about one internet personality.
The first time ever I made a girl write my name on her naked body was with Bhakti. That was ages ago, much before I had started writing things down. A related topic to this about people paying money to get “custom” content from adult entertainers. A lot of people laugh this off, saying that there’s porn which is widely free, and what’s the point of paying for content of someone, whom you can see naked for free.
What you buy is not her nudes or videos, but that little moment in time when she has been marked by you. It can be a very specific thing you wanted her to — like taking your name when she touches herself, or by making her take a picture while she has the tip of a toothbrush buried in her asshole. Or, she writes exactly what you tell her to write on her naked stomach. In that little moment in time, you have affected another human being.
It can be debated whether indulging in such a thing is positive or negative. I am ambivalent about it. It requires a certain depravity to ask a woman record herself peeing and send you a video of it. It also takes a certain acquired taste to be aroused by that, to jerk yourself off as you see her do the one of the most basic things of life. It doesn’t harm anyone at that moment — the content creators get their money and the consumer gets what they wanted. There are of course limits to all this.
Body of Words is heavily inspired by vanilla4banana. I have gotten many DMs asking me if I have met her, if I have fucked her, and how exactly did I make her write u/iskinky92 on her belly. There’s cum on her stomach, fresh cum right around her navel, next to my name, in that picture. All I can say is that this story is labeled as fiction, only because I do not want the baggage that comes with writing about a threesome with a girl who sells her content online.
Body of Words will be a two-part story, with the second chapter being available to my Patreons one week before public release. Subscribe to After a Good Date to have the next chapter of this story and others delivered right to your inboxes!
A Break for The New Year’s
The Other Men — 3 on 22nd Dec, will be my last post for this year. I will start the next year, with completion of Body of Words and a sequel to Untying the Knots.
An Evening with the Girls - 1
I will also be editing the entire An Evening with the Girls story with new aesthetics (i.e. better and more realistic art). I leave with you glimpses of how Gurleen, Anvi and Nargis would be re-imagined.
That would be all for this Issue. While, I won’t be posting till 1st January, 2024, you can always reach me on Reddit (u/iskinky92) or on Discord (@iskinky92)